Author: Me~~~~ j_4ever
Genre: mm... fluff and cheese, I suppose
Rating: PG
Fandom/Pairing: Arashi; Sho/Nino (OF COURSE! My current obsession~ :D)
Summary: Sho tries to sort out his thoughts about Nino
Notes: Finally, the time has come for me to write my first JE fanfic!!!! :DDDD
I've always had tons of ideas floating in my head (I'm quite the daydreamer XD) but I was always too lazy to put them on paper; or err, computer ^^''
Disclaimer: It is my first fic so, um lots of fail? XD I would love to have feedback though! :) Oh yea, the boys don't belong to me.
Sometimes Sho thinks Nino might be an angel. That might sound a bit cheesy, but when the spotlights shine down on Nino and he grins, eyes sparkling and he glitters; Sho thinks he can see wings on Nino’s back. They’re magnificent wings; big, bold and so, so, so beautiful that Sho can’t bear it and he has to close his eyes. Once he opens them the wings have disappeared and all he sees is Jun staring at him with a confused expression and Nino off to the other side of the stage, waving to the fans.
Sometimes Sho thinks his mind must love to torment him. When Nino hops onto the wall that runs alongside the beach and walks with his hands outstretched; all Sho can think of is Nino falling, falling, falling and him being lost forever and it scares him. Scares him so much that he reaches out to Nino, hoping to bring him down, but this is Nino and all he does is laugh and says “you’re such a worrywart” and “I’ll be fine” and walks ahead with a smile; leaving Sho anxious, frustrated and what the heck’s wrong with me?
Sometimes Sho can’t understand his feelings towards Nino. He can smile with Nino, laugh with Nino, talk with Nino – until he suddenly, like an electric shock, becomes aware of Nino and his proximity, his smile, his touch, his breath and – it gets too much. Sho has to breathe and tell himself that this was Nino, his best friend and –“Sho-chan?”
Sho stops his tirade of thoughts and looks up from the floor he had been staring at. He sees Nino, the object of his inner turmoil, and tenses. Vaguely, Sho notices that Nino seemed different. He still had that grin on his face but his eyes betrayed how nervous he really felt. Sho wonders what could be making Nino so anxious. Nino rarely ever got nervous; Sho would know because he’d been with Nino too long not to know and this was strange –
“I love you.”
Sho stares.
Nino shuffles over shyly and, taking a determined breath, kisses him.
Sho’s brain is working overdrive; questions running over and over in his head, the what could this means and the what’s going ons and the whys and the hows and how could hes and does he reallys until everything clicks and all the confusion he had felt about Nino washes away like the waves on a beach. Sho kisses Nino back with as much feeling he could give and Nino smiles. Something warm and light spreads throughout Sho’s chest and he hasn’t felt this happy in a long, long time.
Nino breaks off the kiss and the grin he gives Sho is the brightest, most brilliant Sho has ever seen it and he was now absolutely sure that Nino was an angel. He could see the wings (big, bold and so, so, so beautiful) shining in Nino’s eyes.
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